Losing a child to death brings a myriad of emotions ...
all complicated ... all different ... all difficult. Susanspeaks today about ...a hurtful comment ....
moment that I handed my sons lifeless body over and said my final good
bye and tried soooo hard to photo copy EVERY inch of his face in my
brain so I would never forget what he looked like, and gave him one last
kiss, I literally thought I was going
to die right then and there from a broken heart! Knowing that I would
NEVER get to kiss his little face again once I walked out of there was
complete torture for me. It hurt so bad saying my last goodbye to my
sweet baby boy:( I just remember BEGGING God to take me too because it
hurt so bad. I didn't think it would even be possible to get through
something like this. Then your left with an empty shell and forced to
keep going forward.
Yahweh, I pray today for Lindsay, and all who have lost a child. I pray that You will comfort them as only You can ... With Your grace and mercy .... and a pure determination to live.
I hope a thought provoking read. One of my favorite lines is from the Princess Bride movie when the Dread Pirate Roberts is asked, "Who are you?" His response is the response I share with you, "No one of consequence."